Falling Apart...

Oh my God...
What's wrong with me?
unexciting, demoralised, demotivated, or other words that describing me right now. Am i hopeless? Huh.... it's annoying.
Hah! What am i doing? Is this a vent?
Oh my God... I'm a man.
REMEMBER :
Boys don't cry
Boys don't vent
Boys.....?